Tough Identification!!

If I can friction and go through the suction, my brain cells go dead asking for addiction,
Addiction of the fair, and elimination of unfair....
But then I ask myself will it be fair to not have unfair...

Identification of the self goes through the tunnel of disgrace,
I hold my breath thinking will it be so unfair....

Lost in life, should I think of finding a way out....
What if the way out could be the way to a no mans land, Life just stops breathing and nothing else stays but the end....

????? Mind full of question.... I do not know where to begin and where to end.
I don't even know if its the never ending search or a never ending road....

Just hoping there is a crane at the end.. collecting all the garbage in my mind and scrapping it recycling it just letting no mundane....

Mind like a mother!!!

She broke from her sleep,
Opened her eyes!!! I was weeping by her side..
I had a scary dream for which she smiled at me and said that's just the thoughts in your mind of how your lover would be....:)
She said it will hurt but I never heard...
I was kid who was not suppose to be just a nerd...

Years after when I sleep next to her now... she just knows that it's hurting still and every then and now...

I broke from my sleep,
Opened my eyes!!! She was weeping by my side..
She had seen me within for which I smiled and sighed saying momma you don't worry I will be fine and in divine...:)
I said it does hurt but I never heard...
She was in my arms and I was just not suppose to be a nerd....

:)

Tranced

It just started as unexpected, a whining me running away from my whine on the shoulders of the dime.
Broad and strong to hold the harm, harmless was me but the danger of surroundings around.
A whirlpool of butter spread through his neck and I just could not stop to butter it around.
A him in him pulled me off the ground. I couldn't whine anymore but just remember the surround. A changed surround, invincible of the frown.
I couldn't remember how it minced the whole in one moment but left us silent and just smiling around.
I was crude and he so smooth, in the nature of nature just so brood.
Brooding the galores of each other and grooving the whole of the mesmerized us mesmerizing it more and no one to vouch.
Still holding each other but not the same with the confusions the old surrounding and his confused mind pricking me deep within and he unaware of the fact just being so out.
Tranced in the memories that left all spell bound. It just started as trance and kept changing unknowingly as if there was no label to level the changes that were tranced around.
It just tranced as the whole stayed together inspite of the changes and sounded as one and felt as one with there individuality similarly around.

Mesmerizing!!!

First of the Mesmerizing!!
Mesmerized me mesmerizing me
Asking me to write more and ask him
Is he up for more?
Doer of me, asking him to be the doer of leash
Awakening the self and letting it be
The way it is, is good enough to be the reap
Reaped up in all the way cheeks flushed red and cracking his heart to ache of happiness and let it be.
Be the most and the host of all that comes in the way and stays in forever.
Mesmerizing will wait to be mesmerized all over.
Mesmerized by the love I would spill in this writes without having it all over.