Tough Identification!!

If I can friction and go through the suction, my brain cells go dead asking for addiction,
Addiction of the fair, and elimination of unfair....
But then I ask myself will it be fair to not have unfair...

Identification of the self goes through the tunnel of disgrace,
I hold my breath thinking will it be so unfair....

Lost in life, should I think of finding a way out....
What if the way out could be the way to a no mans land, Life just stops breathing and nothing else stays but the end....

????? Mind full of question.... I do not know where to begin and where to end.
I don't even know if its the never ending search or a never ending road....

Just hoping there is a crane at the end.. collecting all the garbage in my mind and scrapping it recycling it just letting no mundane....

Mind like a mother!!!

She broke from her sleep,
Opened her eyes!!! I was weeping by her side..
I had a scary dream for which she smiled at me and said that's just the thoughts in your mind of how your lover would be....:)
She said it will hurt but I never heard...
I was kid who was not suppose to be just a nerd...

Years after when I sleep next to her now... she just knows that it's hurting still and every then and now...

I broke from my sleep,
Opened my eyes!!! She was weeping by my side..
She had seen me within for which I smiled and sighed saying momma you don't worry I will be fine and in divine...:)
I said it does hurt but I never heard...
She was in my arms and I was just not suppose to be a nerd....

:)